最心痛是...............愛得太遲 !+!

 續上回..............可是最近我又發覺她一次又一次的出現在我的身旁,當現不是因為我的關係.............

識了她已有好一段日子了,可惜是我除了她的洋名之外.....其他的可以算是一無所知........每次當我看

見她對另一個他細心的關心下我自覺好不是味兒, 不知到若果受傷的是我,她又會不會......................

我想我大概是想太多了. 連接觸的機會都沒有...........我大概也不要多想吧.............

 可是............可是當我開始忘之時,妳再一次的出現了,.....................妳的出現我當然喜出望外,但妳可

知道你又令我再一次的悸動..........一樣的人,一樣的氣氛,一樣的情感又再一次直達我的神經......

抬頭望 長裙下的風
連幻想 的質感 都一樣柔潤
無論雪紡或絲絨
同樣誘發過我 那一秒悸動

從未敢 每個亦吻
卻對每一個 的慾望 無憾
熱血在騰
大概每個人 不只喜歡一個女人

讓那 飄呀飄呀的裙
挑惹起戰爭 賜予世界更豐富愛恨
讓那 擺呀擺呀的裙
臣服百萬人 對你我崇拜得太過份
為那 轉呀轉呀的裙
死 我都慶幸
為每個婀娜的化身 每襲裙
窮一生 作侍臣

橫蠻善變柔弱天真
全是她 不可解 的魔術成份
純白淡色或繽紛
裙下永遠有個 秘辛要探問

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Save Me !!!! Save Me PLS..................我可快要吃不消..........Don't put anymore stress on me I had enough....

最心痛是...............愛得太遲

 最近我的間歇性失落症又發作, 發作時間不定通常一日幾次到十幾次不等.

原因..................視覺刺激...引致內分泌失衡,心律不正常及產生幻想

                          精神感染....看過<<獨家試愛>>後情感交融到達頂點,角色代入後未能抽離..........

                                               代入.......自身和一個在遙遠的他方的一個她......代入號: Miss M..............

      和她的相遇可算一個偶然,可是哪有一個不是吧!!........一個活動中我看到她,好一個活潑開朗的

<可人兒>一頭短髮那一雙大大的眼睛好像在細細的在和你耳語一樣似的.可是自此之後我也好像失

去了她的倩影............

I am still in Macau now, Oh!!! wt a bad news for me..............I need to work at least 12 hr a day and can't get enough sleep oh too bad,  and I really don't want to get sick again.

Beside that  living in here is god dame boring  and lossing my self, so I really don't want to come however  life is like a game which I can't control all the factor.

Ar Maggie I just want to be a fd with u is that so hard to do so, may be or may be not , may be the time is still not rite and I just hope that the rite time is comming to me in the future.

If people want to call me just find me as usual...........and I may buy u some ......haahh

今日終於看醫生了!

 今日一早去"口在"看醫生lu,無計la明日又要決戰Macau Again la. 跟煮膽粗粗gum 打電話給大佬話拿 sick leave , 又得"口在" wo 跟煮同"口在"半個同事食飯..........之後再去cafe "high tea" 我最怕一個人得得閒閒gum 又發白日夢............又想D如果dim 又 dim gum ...........shit !!!

盲目地發奮　忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣　有壓力要我得志
誰會在意　誰會及時
只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆　見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好

不要相信一切有下次

 It is now 6:30 pm but I am still sitting in the office, today is my mun's B-day and I am going to have dinner with her. Happy birthday to u . Anyway I am ging to Macau Again at Sat for abt 14 days shit !!! Wt a nighmare for me

I am going to loss all my personal time again in these days and I need to due with the site worker again. But I think this is not the end I really don't think it will be end within these two weeks.

I love working for I dont think is like this.............days after days u never know the end u can't plan u time 24 hr on call do wt ever they like. Is it like that .........................

Ar......I think I could not go to summer camp for this year couse of the Macau trip.

我最愛　等不到　早已別去
卻發覺　心太累　沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追　但難尋舊愛　都似獨居